I doubt anyone actually reads these things, unless of course there are a ton of really cool links, something awesome and fantastic, or tons of subscribers.
Blah. I have none of the aforementioned features. I will eventually, but as of this moment: nada. And I'm too lazy to do it right now. Well... I'm bored enough. So maybe I will.
I just need someone to talk to. I need a friend. And this sad computer is all I've got. I've already made the MySpace rounds. YouTube has gotten boring.
My son is playing around behind me, dragging out my art stuff and stringing it out all over the room, so that is another mess I have to clean up later. My worthless husband is at work after an entire day of ignoring me.
Sometimes I wonder if I made the right choice. Should I have gone back to him? Well, I did. After all that begging and the promises. Sure, everything was good for awhile. But for the week of our anniversary we were at it again. It is like a roller coaster, to use the classic cliche, living with him. I probably will end up leaving him. As soon as I get my stinking license back at the end of November.
I am so depressed. Being married sucks. My job sucks. Not having anyone to talk to sucks. My self-absorbed mother sucks. Everything sucks. (Well, except my son, but I do need a vacation from him too.) I just want to be happy...
EDIT: Nov. 7, 2008
Just letting anyone know who reads this: don't be offended. I wasn't well mentally when I wrote this, but I won't delete it because it shows how much I have changed in the past few weeks.
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